I'm not totally neurotic, but I'm pretty neurotic about it. I'm as close to totally neurotic as you can get without being totally neurotic. I disregard the proportions, the measures, or the tempo of the ordinary world. I refuse to live in the ordinary world as ordinary women. To enter ordinary relationships. I want ecstasy. I build castles in the sky. I will not adjust myself to the world. I am adjusted to myself.
